Endless Waits

2009-08-21T13:07:00.000+08:00

Not using anymore...

2009-08-07T16:09:00.000+08:00

I officially choosen for the aerospace game. I wanted to withdraw because actually i didnt want to play the game, just because she giving it a try i jiu accompany her with it. Yesterday got a test and within 11 people, 4 top players are choosen out, me was one of them but she didnt get it. I wanted to give up this game because of her. She seems sad that she didnt get in, cause i think she is the 5 place, her result is not bad but ya only choose 4 come out so she was missed. Joey and Mr Ng ( my tuition teacher ) ask me not to, cause is a good chance and i need more CCA point. Toda, i told Issac Ng that i want to withdraw from the game, he disagree with me and somehow using a way to say me that make me feel guilty to go for the game. So i stayed back to play the game, doing it my worse way, I still get it. I still landed the plane which i thought i would. I now in the competition on 10 Sept, hope now i really play it well, if there a medal, this medal will belong to her.

2009-08-01T12:09:00.000+08:00

It already August 1st..

On thursday afternoon, i injured my right index finger cause i punched the wall for some reason. Then i left home for swimming, i swim for about 1hr to 2hrs came out of the water and go for a sleep at the tanning area.. After a short rest, i went subway alone. Eating finish my bread and left with the cookies which i not always eating, I cycle over to Aquarius to meet up with J and Ming Wei was also there.. They two took bus over to tuition and i cycle over. I gave my cookies to J cause i didn't eat it also.. After tuition Jin You and Dylan was outside waiting for us.. Hm.. I wonder what brought them there, only one reason.. We talk awhile and plan that i go home le, cai go over to their place for study and swim.. I cycle back home and cycle over to meet my mother for dinner, where i didn't even eat cause not hungry. My dad drove my sis, mother and niece and nephew back home and i cycle back home to bath.. Got a cramp while cycling,* not to say something almost happen on the road bah* I bath le jiu wait for my dad down stair as he send me over to Aquarius. When i reach there, they all haven't eat. Dylan eat le jiu jio me down the pool le..While waiting for Edmund and Dylan, I played for awhile,while i was trying butterfly, my shoulder got a crack sound. My whole hand have lose strength. I rest awhile, but the pain still somehow there..

Next day after school i went to see my hand, and the person say i pull until my ligament and lucky i didn't continue use too much strength or i will tear until it and have to operate. I wonder will that happen one day??

1 week of boring days, almost everyday have be spending my time alone other than study hours at night with Jin You,Dylan, Edmund, Tao Kun and Joey. Shared some problem with Jy and Dylan, as well as they also share theirs.. Don't like the feeling everyday seems to be alone after school..
Hais

2009-07-26T00:45:00.000+08:00

I think i shall make something short bah....
I would be coming online so often like how i did during the pass few years and month due to the up coming exam and prelims..I will try my best to update so yeah..Do come look around when u are free,maybe there will be a new update..

Pei Ying
It 2month 24days.
I sure i didn't counted it wrongly, 24 July is the day of our sweet little secret =) I was happy to see your sweet little smile from your face. Hope i can see it more often too =)
Sorry about yesterday night msg, keep asking you what happen.. I just worry and don't wish you get hurt. I will wait for the day when you tell me what happen, not going to keep asking, hope u will tell me soon.
Love you..
2 May, 24 July... Still got what date will make it a date that i will remember deeply in me?? But it seems like every time with you, I'm happy. Hope you happy too.
Hehex...

Love you, Muacks..
Millions of Hugs

2009-07-20T22:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17 BIRTHDAY TO DHANA =)

HAPPY 16 BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF =)

2009-07-17T20:16:00.000+08:00

This post seems having a big gaps from last post...
Not free during the weekdays, now using computer for awhile, later 9 plus going out to Ehub watch Harry Potter with my mother's friend's son, cause he celebrating his birthday and my together, his is on 20 July and my is 21 July. I wouldn't be coming home to sleep tonight cause i going over his house to stay over, tmr afternoon go tuition, have to go back his place, cause we having BBQ and celebration at his place.. I think i this year birthday will be the happy, cause my mum brought me a cake and celebrating tmr with me..Next Tue is my birthday, I will be dam happy. Cause I going to spend my afternoon with someone who i really loved and wanted to have her beside me on my birthday =) I love you dear <3
Sorry guys for planning this for me but end up cancel..Next time we go out for lunch together, i will still feel thankful for what u all did for me. Love friends =) Friend4ever
That all for today post, going short..Not sure when is the next post, so take care guys..

4 you,
Thanks for being for me, believing me and making me feel u were there. I love you and need you. It seem like i really love school's hours, can see you, talk to you =) I miss you, love you and need you.
Love you dear pei ying<3 , Muacks

2009-07-14T14:16:00.000+08:00

Since u already so clear of what u take me as.

If u want to be like that, so be it...

Not saying that i'm _____ is just saying out the truth. Since the day u reach this school, who's the one who first teacher ask him to help u.. When u need help, who the one who try to help u. When u go missing, ur mum coming call and smsing, who the one who ask people who know u to try to contact u and who the one who trying to get through ur phone, but the very next day, u just say i busybody, call u so much for no reason. I know we had a arguement on that day also, but it happen at the night, i still try to find where u were and worrying u. U can say i crazy or what so ever but i took u as a close friend. Yet u took me as someone who take and throw, need help come find me, no need help, u throw me aside like a rubbish. U even can blog such thing, that show u don't even care about a normal friendship, how can u even can have a really close friends.

Felt BETRAY & USED

Regraded knowing you!

2009-07-05T15:35:00.000+08:00

Our second month have pass....

Seriously, sorry for not updating my blog for a long time, cause i have be away from my computer for a long time cause of studying..

School reopen one week already, it like everyday was so tiring..Didnt have enough sleep and at night always didnt really get a good rest. Thinking of alot of stuff, from left to right, up to down..Just cant stop thinking, N level is coming and stress are stacking up higher and higher..

Yawn, tired of such hours and does not like the feeling of holiday..What i gonna do about it?? I lost alot a fun in my life, relax and joy.. Really want to have a day of really fun, just for a day per week i also happy.. But it just cant happen..............

Today is 5th july,

About 16more days is my 16 years old, will i have a birthday that i can really see my friend around me is happy and for you, i really wish on this day u will stay beside me and celebrate my birthday with me...My hope is that on this birthday i would not recieve much present, but get the present in the way everyone is happy. Happiness is the Biggest present that i really wanted yet is the priceless and hard to get it...

For you,

I not sure weather u got come my blog, maybe after agnes see it and come let u know i wrote something for you bah. I really happy to be with u, staying there for u and making u beside of me everyday..Even though school hours are short and stressful,but with u around, i really happy and feel that school hours are great.. It how much u are to me and i really want to be with u..

Love you, Py

I shall stop here....

Signing off..

Takecare guys..

2009-07-01T21:42:00.000+08:00

School started and my chances of coming online is lessen..

Not sure after this post when i still coming online cause exam are coming close and everyday i staying in school to study and if got teacher, can ask them for help..

Yawn really tired but i still will hold on to study..I must do it..

Good luck to my dear and express classes friends for ur 'O' level Chinese oral tmr..

Jia You...I will pei you until you finish ur paper if i able to start in school to study tmr..

Loves

Shall stop here, going to study for tmr history

2009-06-27T13:07:00.000+08:00

2 more days school reopen =)

It a month have pass again..Today is Joey's Birthday will wish her first =)

Happy Sweet 16th Birthday to Joey Moh.All the best in what u are doing and what u going to do, wish that your 'O' level will pass with a fantastic point which able you to go to a school which you want to go to =) Wishing u that u will stay happy for everyday.. For you my best friend, no matter what happen i still will be like ur brother, cheering u up and making my surrounding friends happy and smile =) So anything happen, u still got a pair of ear to talk to, dont forget me hor..otherwise later i dont care u...Hehex..*joking joking* I wouldnt dont care friend hehex...

Once again, happy birthday to you and ever wish u made will come true..

Best friend for ever..

Now, yesterday stuff...

Yesterday went for 1hr of extra tuition and rush off to TP to meet Da Jie, Shi Hui, we meet for roti prata and took bus 23 to the rock climbing place =) first time doing it, so was really having a hard time to force, a trying a 24 route but i only complete to 10 and keep falling down..Really having problem with my leg,the shoes are really so tight..Have lots of fun climbing every fall make me get mad and really want to finish the route,yet i fail..Hais.. Will save 40buck and join the memeber,got time can go with Shi Hui to climb as excerise..Got in love with the sport just because of the fun and of course the muscle aching fully is also a problem =p total of 21 blister and 2 of them was bust.Pain Pain!! At night at judo training, was fun yet tiring cause so many thing done in the afternoon and only had 2hrs of sleep the night before..After training, i went to eat and my coach send us home,Thanks.At home, i bath and watch tv after that..Watch and watch, decided to do "some" pumping and crunches, end up i did 250 crunches,200 pumping and 50 sit ups..Got sweat again, wait for cool down, i went to bath again =x this morning ache liao..Hehex!

Nothing much today, dear went to SMU for a Sudoku competition..

Jia You Jia You !!!

Once again, happy birthday to Joey Moh =)

Signing off here..

2009-06-26T10:15:00.000+08:00

Later of the day......

1. Tuition from 12pm-1pm

2. Eat Roti Prata with Senior

3. To Rock Climbing

4. At night Judo with NYP

Today is sport day =)

Now I'm nervous climbing, first time doing it and is seriously free fall, even go until one story drop me all the way down..Judo Back Breakfall =) hope it helps =x

Yesterday night u came back, really happy..but didnt get ur msg reply till 7plus...Every hour i woke up and didnt really sleep till after ur msg..Sleep for 2 hours today only =x hope can last me to the night =P

Ok signing off here =)

Love and take care

2009-06-24T12:54:00.001+08:00

This time, i should be outside with my mum, yet i'm at home using com =x I just woke up not long ago, really very tired but not sure why..My mum also didnt ask me wake up, so sleep until so late even my sis even go out to study le =x

Nothing much to post today, just a short post will do bah..

2 more days,you are coming back, really waiting for u for every sec and min..Missing u so much,yet cant contact u cause oversea msg will make your bill high..2 more days of waiting, i will endure it one =) faster come back hor, hehex...Love you, Muacks

2009-06-22T23:59:00.001+08:00

2009-06-22T21:26:00.000+08:00

Didnt get to use com enough that day, after blogging my dad took it from me cause he want to play game..Tonight is the best, i can use cause i use before my sis she cant get the internet cable from me =p Bleh..

This morning have training, was fun but i was late..overslept, but still didnt feel that i get enough rest.After training i went opposite eat and walk to bus stop with Sj, Wei Ting and Li Ping and was talking about some jokes. After their bus come, jokes stop so have to leave..I cross the road the center and than remember that, i didnt walk to school this morning, then i remember my bike is still in school..WTF!! I turn around and run back, almost got knock down by a cab cause forgotten to see the road before i cross, phew.. Still alive, walk back to school with Sj and she kapo my bike cycle to the traffic light and say bye bye to me, i run to my bike and off i go, go home bath and fall asleep watching tv till 5.30pm wake up and go tuition.Still dam tired, Yawn =0

Yesterday whole day having tuition and at night go for bball, dam tiring...Didnt get a good meal till at night and have a family steamboat..

Nothing much to say le =)

3 more days

Waiting waiting and Waiting...

Miss you, love you dear

2009-06-21T18:25:00.000+08:00

1 month from now will be my birthday

6 more days to Joey's Birthday

5 more days to Shi Hui's grading

4 more days for Dear to come back =)

This few days didn't come online cause all thanks to my sister, she always take my Internet cable to her notebook to use Internet then i can't use=( now watching Ep17 of zhong ji san guo, it so nice and sweet what Diao Cang and Zhang Fei were doing..

Today got tuition A math and English in the morning to 1pm and E math start at 3pm to 5pm, haven't really get a proper meal yet, waiting for dinner to get cook, today having steamboat at home not sure why but after eating i going over to play bball with friends=) hope i don't late, always i late very bad....

4 more days, you are coming back=) really wish to see u soon, planning a movie before school reopen, hehex =p maybe we can make it on the day you come back the afternoon but worry you not enough rest =x still deciding..Love you <3

Signing off here =)

2009-06-20T14:03:00.000+08:00

Yawn... Tired even though woke up so late...

Yesterday was a nice day, morning went back school for judo training =) it was a nice one didnt get any pain when running..Training was fun and tiring when is about to end, but i still enjoy it..After training, i went back home to park my bike and walk back school outside to wait for Shi Hui, Sujuan, Wei Ting, Liping and Hui Qin..We were going out for lunch as we celebrating Shi Hui and Wei Ting birthday =) Eat quite alot and was thinking if to go Katong to train at night..Think quite long end up decided to go =)

After eating Shi Hui followed me cause i need to go back home as my mum if i can go and she allowed...So i get change and off i go to Shi Hui house cause she want to take her thing also, when at her house downstair she wanted to go do pull up then we go up her house, come down that time also go do again cai go take bus..Lynn, Shi Hui's dog, very funny can do judo one =x

We took bus to Bedok Inter to go walk first and wait for Xiang Jian to come, when he come he show us a video of him firing a shot gun when he was at oversea.. Dam cool =p Was tired so had a short sleep on the bus =x when we reach Katong and go up to my coach club, it time to have fun =) I played with Alex, he a "fake" white belt, even though he just a white belt but he's very good, next i played with a orange belt, he was very good =x During training we learn 3 most dangerous throw, which at first i didnt dare to try cause didnt want to injuried Shi Hui, slowly slowly i tried and was able to do it.. training was fun, and i got throw in a sudden after training cause i throw Shi Hui and she counter =x Reached home about 12plus eat my mum cooked meal but before that i eat le =x A plate of seafood fried rice .....

Thursday,

It was a very fun day, me, simone, sj went to the Singapore Flyer =)

We alighted at city hall, walk to Marina Square shop for things after that we walk to Suntec to look for thing and have a meal, after that we walk to the Flyer, we buy our ticket and took the Flyer before the time we wanted 6.30pm, next capsule after ours was a vip one..Dam nice..we took lots of photo..* it hardly i take photo =x* we have fun at the top looking at the surrounding.After we come down, we walk to "The Durian" and i ate again =x after eating we walk to Raffles place, walking the Singapore river and me and sj was shock by simone cause thought she want to jump into the river=s Have lots of fun that day, hope for one more meet out before school reopen as it may be the last one till u all have ur "O" level =(

the black words mean we walk from where to where that day =x

6 more days before u come back, was shock that u msg me last night.. Miss u so much,didnt have good rest for past few night..

Love u dear

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oz31qzhswO0

Friends go watch this =)

2009-06-16T18:50:00.000+08:00

It 3 days i didnt update my blog le bah...

Sunday nothing much happen so nothing to post...

Yesterday was a whole day outside =)

Morning had a physical training, is the worse physical training i ever had..I have a bad pain at my side, didnt know why, didnt eat at the morning why will pain?? I wonder =( Training didnt seem good to me, i not really feeling well as training continue..Why, what happen to me.....I hate the bad preformance from my body...

After training, went opposite have a drink and went home get bath and change..Take money from my mum for top up card and eating, i went out le..Went to Pei Ying house watch cartoon and chat..Got shock by what she gave me and i didnt expect it was her who give me and not i give her..Really very happy after seeing it =)

Thanks and loves...

At night went for tuition, didnt go home just went straight for tuition and after tuition went for dinner with, Jin You, Joey, Edmund, Dylan.. Was a nice dinner...Joey contact len make one side of her eye pain so she looking for a optical shop, we ask where can we find for one and we walk over to look for it, me and dylan was in front of the rest, didnt know why they say i walk very fast..I was like walking at normal pace..So of course we came to the shop first, i ask the uncle and he help me put solution into the contact lens casing and when they reach is about to finish le..Wahaha =p can imagine how far was they away from we two le bah... =x Joey ask how much was the thing, Bleh jiu shi dont want tell u.. Next we went for dinner, we eat quite alot and Joey left one side to see, she can get what she want..Wahaha..One eye Joey =x Just joking joking..So just grab food for her bah, Dylan and Jin You were playing..So long didnt play while eating le, maybe i lose use to a table manner which cant play bah.. But see all of them happy, i feel happy too.. After eating they plan to walk back home,so i followed.. So Sorry for keep running when we walk back..I got a big of leg cramp,maybe eat too full then like that, and too much seafood, actually i at oversea almost everyday eat, so i run to release the toxic by making myself sweating =X so off they go back i took bus to inter and top up my card and go home...

Today woke up at 12+..

Wasnt happy cause my sis was using com and her notebook together and i cant use any of it..I got very angry, punch my cupboard and kick my waredrobe..Got very angry so i have no choice go out...I go out without letting my mum know about it..Really not sure do they know that i cant feel that they took me as a son in the house....I cant feel that i visible by them...

Sad/feel alone

Tmr u flying again, going to miss u again..8 days later cai can find u out =(

I want you come back jiu can le =) Love you <3

2009-06-13T19:50:00.000+08:00

Tick Tick Tick!!!

It going to sunday soon, tmr will be going to computer fair... My sis is getting Canon Digital IXUS 10015.. Should have had before this new digital camera bah, now is having advertisment about it.. She also maybe getting a Hp notebook for her study, Rawr.. For me, hehex.. I want a earpieces, 16gb memory card or maybe 8gb will do and a speaker for my room, my seem like spoil le, music every night become very soft =(

Tmr u coming back le =D

hope next 4 days will pass slowly, cause after 4 days u going to fly again...

Now watching Zhong Ji San Guo, ep 12..Still continue....

Post stop here =)

Take care guys..

Loves<3

2009-06-13T00:19:00.001+08:00

Is it so hard to believe someone?

2 times got lied from the same person, same problem...

May it be the reason that how i treat others and i will get back what i did...

Without u around me, i cant share much problem with anyone..really hope sunday come soon can contact u...

Should i go for a sport climbing with Shi Hui on Sunday? I love climbing but i not sure if i'm able to climb well..

Shall stop here for now...

Watching Zhong Ji San Guo. It nice..

2009-06-12T21:49:00.000+08:00

Thanks for coming to my new blog...

I also not sure why i chosen this new link but ya after all it can be use...

As for the blog skin, i just choose it cause i link this drama and so ya got this blog skin..

Anyway this is a first post, so i just make it short..

Thank for visiting

Loves